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Saturday, January 11, 2003
"what would i do if i weren't afraid?"
I would admit that i'm happy.
I would not just thank,
but proclaim.
And, now. I am happy.
I am thankful.
I am petrified.
I am content.
I am in debt.
I thank You.
Yes, You.
Amen.
-pyrx
Tuesday, January 07, 2003
And I am spiralling again.
I am at war. Again.
Introverted, that's what I am. Not in the just the outward sense. But in a more holistic sense.
I am obsessed about myself.
Narcissistic me.
All the world.
I am too at ease, too adapted to this lack of living.
This narcotic humdrum of a life.
Silly me.
I am a capricorn.
I am a goat. I climb. I need to. The veiw always looks better , a little higher up.
But I'm not a holistic capricorn.
I am a crippled one.
I am still plodding, limping, just meandering away at the foot of life.
But how sweet the irony -- I have a restless capricorn mind.
It taunts me.
It questions me.
It judges me.
It wants to take me by the wrist, and slit it's burden by the throat.
It's about time I escape.
-pyrx
